Breakdown..

I wish I could just reset my time management..but every time i want to do that, it seems like i'm too occupied with lots of other things until i don't dare to reset it.. I feel like i've forgotten everything about time management. Or its just pure laziness...procrastination..i wish i could be a better person.. I wish i could be more responsible.. Yesterday, some random Chinese uncle came to me and ask what am I studying. I told him i'm doing accounting and taxation. He was like wow! Then he grab my arm and said "don't let your parents down ok." Suddenly i feel like.. Omg, i haven't been responsibleenough with   my life.. I don't  know.but that's what i think.. What ire ally feel is that Allah sort of like sent a message to me through that uncle.. To study well and not let my parents down.. I miss my parents...