Bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan

Assalamualaikum semua...

Harini nak cerita sikit lah apa yg lia rasa amat bermakna yg lia belajar selama beberapa hari ni...
start dari 2 minggu lepas my life has been super hectic, keje duk depan laptop je..bukan main game eh, buat assignment (main sikit adelah release tension je.hehehe) assignment bukan sikit..tp melambak2..
otak aku pon menggelegak je..hati pon kadang panas je macam lava gunung berapi tu sbb geram + stress xpaham2 lecturer nak suh kita buat ape utk assignment.. nanges? xyah cakap lah dah boleh kalah dah cite jepun 1 liter of tears tu sbb aku nanges, 1 gallon of tears kot asenye..bukan sbb cengeng or whatever u call it lah. sbb terlalu stress and emotion pon jd macam roller coaster..seriously, jgn berani lah nak ckp u know what i feel..haha..berangan gangster sket.. mmg susah kot.lagi2 buat assignment law..seminggu kot aku makan, tido, mandi dgn law..hahaa (tipu sgt lah tu kan) tp mmg steghesss lah sgt2..siap mesg papa kt ngadu2 macam2...papa pon tenangkan lah his one and only princess ni..bila papa dah pujuk2 bg nasihat ni aku plak bertambah2 homesick..waaaaaaa....xpelah..sabo2

anyway, next is assignment Accounting and Taxation pulak..yg due esok..Taxation xde hal lah sbb groupmate ok je..dpt groupmate mmg terbaik lah..best lah ngn dyorg..Tim and Mei..mmg best..alhamdulillah...yg accounting ni ha..bukan groupmate tak ok, thankful sgt2 dpt dy as groupmate. but the problem starts bila dy ajak kawan dy join kitorg nye discussion skali and kawan dy dari HK pulakkkk... jd mereka pon berbual lah Cantonese like a boss depan aku..xpe2 mentang2 aku ni xpandai berbahasa Cantonese or Mandarin..siaplah..aku pandai nnt aku shoot balik.. i feel offended kot..rasa dyorg cam rude sgt.. 150 juta kali aku ckp "I don't understand what u guys are talking about"..dyorg buat duno je..muka stress gak sbb xreti nak explain in english..adoi..come on lah..english aku pon bersepah gak..broken sana sini..tp boleh je make the effort ckp english..sbb ni australia lah..camne leh blaja sini lau sepatah ayat english pon xleh sbut..jd i end up ternganga je tgk drama Cantonese..syok tak? eh syok lah kan..free drama kot..xpelah..sabo2..

cite paling latest and masih hangat lagi...hohoho...td aku join HBF RUN..with my housemates Alice, Sandra, Christine and Rebekah + Raymond (not my housemate) ..marathon 12km lah..tp join category walkers je..tak larat lah nak lari 12km..dlu time kat sekolah 400m pon nak putus nyawa dah..along the way jalan tu skali mentadabur alam lah jugak...melihat gelagat2 peserta2 yg join..macam2..what i respect the most is, even ada sorg participant ni buta kot..join 12km walk dgn berpautkan tgn kawan dy..mmg respect lah..pastu ada jgk parents bwk stroller baby, tolak stroller bersama anak2 join the walk..pheww.mmg best lah..people yg dress up mcm2..pakai 'tutu' mcm ballerina tu, pakai red indian, pink wig, bwk balloons, baju pikachu, etc..mcm2..sgt fun ok..next year nak join lagi lah insyaAllah... so kitorg abes that 12km around 2hours 46 mins..hahaha...berzaman gak kan...nak tau sbb pe? sbb kitorg jalan2 berhenti 10 kali sekejap sbb amek gmbr..hohohoho...

pastu abes je marathon dyorg nak g makan roast duck..aish..aku mane leh mkn kat restaurant cina..xhalal..pastu cari punya cari xjumpa kedai tu..last2 dyorg g makan kat kedai Vietnam..aku duk saje lah mula2..pastu tetiba dpt call dr Ashman mintak list nama participants Walympics minggu lepas..aduyai..aku pon rush lah balik...nek blue cat pastu nek bas smpai Vickery House pastu siap ari2 ag..g marathon x lari.nak rush g event berlari bagai..smpai sakit kaki kot..amek barang trus rush g kat carpark sbb duwe ngn ashman ngh tggu.. duwe bwk keta cam ribut.. smpai kat carpark curtin stadium, nak masuk parking, ya Allah! sikit lagi nak accident....aku dah jerit kuat sgt lam keta..astaghfirullah..mujur Allah selamatkan kami..mmg scary sgt2 ok..

turun2 keta dyorg kata dah abes bg medal sume..frust sgt..kesian duwe sbb dy pengarah project kot tp xde time closing..maaf sgt2 duwe..so so sorry..='(
while walking to them, they were all smiling and all..tiba2 dyorg dok congratulate aku..."congrats alia"
and i was like..huh?? monolog dlm hati " aritu main badminton dpt telur ayam je aku, dyorg ni perli aku ke ape?" pastu katie ckp, "eh alia, congrats, u won the lucky draw!!!" huh?? seriously? ya Allah, mmg rezeki sgt2..lama dah kot try ucky draw nak menang xdpt2.. mujur the sponsor for the lucky draw xbalik lagi..so i walked to Michael and took a picture with the prize with him then he handed me the prize of course..oh my..aku senyum sikit punya lebar...happy sgt kot..rasa berbaloi all the rushing that i went through...and guess what is the prize...ipad mini!! alhamdulillah syukur nikmat..segala puji bagi Allah... tp segan kot pastu sbb sume org duk usik2 aku..adoi..segan2...aku buat tak tahu and duk ngn ashman kira duit..sorry lah korg..bukan xnak layan..segan yg teramat sgt td..

abes event ashman tlg anta g building 407 sbb nak jumpa ngn Kylie sbb nak anta assignment accounting yg due esok kul 9 pagi..pergi kat building tu, skali sume pintu kunci..aish mmg terbaik lah...submit besok pagi buta lah jawabnya..last2 kitorg decide nak balik je...smbil jalan balik tu adoi, baru kaki nak terasa sakit..mmg sakit sgt..urat blkg lutut belah kanan macam kena tarik..jd aku pon balik berjalan mcm org tempang..tp mujur xmuscle cramp..alhamdulillah...

haaa, maka abeslah cerita aku utk entry kali ni..harap tak serik lah baca..xtau lah tajuk kena ke tak ngn isi..secara tersiratnya dah kena dah kot..so bila baca entry ni, cuba analyse skali isi2 tersiratnya ye...heheh...masing2 pandai dah mesti boleh nye...oklah..tata...thanx for reading..byeee

p/s: masih berfikir utk buat novel ni..haha..berangan lebih..tp ape boleh buat..my life is full of drama smpai rasa kena compile kot baru boleh simpan lama..hohoho..

perang assignment lah kononnya...

bismillah ar-rahman ar-rahim

assalamualaikum semua...

post ni sbnrnya mmg sgt2 random..sbb aku kononnye lah g kat lab building 408 ni nak buat assignment international law yg due isnin ni. g lab ni sbb dy 24 hours. konon nak study all night. lol. jadi ke?
ntahlah nok..tggu je lah.. aku smpai sini dlm kul 8 td. gedebak gedebuk dah nak kul 10..wah! 2 jam..hebat2..syabas alia! tp assignmentnye baru siap 1/10 kot..huuu hampeh =.='

dah lah esok de dinner herbalife. kalau nak g kena lah siapkan assignment oii..selasa de quiz acc, rabu de lab test Ais.. khamis wa nak joli hore2 habaq ang..geram gtu..lol.. smbil otak ni main perang2 assignment, sempat ag dy memikirkan kondisi status terbaru aku dlm herbalife ni. skrg aku dah naik SUPERVISOR! ok..nothing to be proud of..masih jauh lagi perjalanan aku..nak lari laju2 smpai kat PRES TEAM! ohyeah! semua benda possible kan? nak ngn tak nak je..

bukan senang hokeh nak juggle part time job ngn studies. tp kalau aku boleh score dua2, i have a story to tell nnt..to inspire people.. insyaAllah..moga ape yg aku buat ni bakal memberi manfaat pada org lain.. for example, dlu before aku join Herbalife ni aku mmg sgt2 sceptical lah ngn product ni. mcm, betol ke product ni bgus? tah2 tipu je..kang aku minum tak pasal sakit pelik2..hahaha..tp alhamdulillah, Allah dah tunjuk jalan kat aku utk join Herbalife ni. insyaAllah aku akan buat yg terbaik dan cari rezeki dari biz ni. but the main thing is to CHANGE PEOPLE'S LIFE. yes3!

aku suka share benda2 yg aku rasa best dan menarik kepada sume org yg aku kenal. aku mmg bnyak dah bercerita kat org sal herbalife ni. tp respon nye agak kurang memuaskan. biasalah lumrah manusia. being sceptical in every single way. nak2 human ni very resistant to changes. xpe2..aku cool je. dugaan lah namanya kan. nak risau ape, Allah dah tetapkan rezeki. aku usaha je. ada time nye, dtglah rezeki tu. ye dak? gtulah kan..

xpelah...kepada sesiapa yg sudi lah baca aku ber potpetpot kat blog ni dan rasa nak kongsi kan org lain cerita aku yg tak seberapa ni, please do so. by word of mouth u can help me expand my biz. moga Allah membalas jasa kalian semua.

ok lah..harus mencari semula mood assignment yg kian pudar ditelan kepekatan malam..eceh..bermadah bagai..makin malam makin puitis..lol..ok lah...
tata titi tutu semua...
selamat malam...
salam

p/s: nak berjaya bukan mudah, perlu perngorbanan yg sgt besar, duit, masa, tenaga, macam2 lah. tp setiap kejayaan tu bermula dgn keputusan. the decision is in your hands!

(aku ngah cari business partner ni, siapa yg berminat nak ber-teammate ngan aku silalah jgn segan silu pm kat fb or comment di sini ye. Decision is in your hands. change your life for the better!)

Adios amigos~

Taubat / Repent

Assalamualaikum wbt..

have u ever repented? or bertaubat?
have u ever felt that your repentance going to be accepted by Allah?
have u ever felt that no matter how much u repented, u still have committed the sin? its like being labeled on your forehead?

let's take a moment to istighfar...
astaghfirullah...astaghfirullah...astaghfirullah..

first of all, we are humans. we are not the malaikat that is free from sin. we are not the prophet.
we are just plain human being, a khalifah, Allah's creation. even it's already stated in the Al-Quran
Surah Al-Baqarah verse 30
*english version
"and when your Lord said to the angels, I am going to place in the earth a khalif, they said: Wait! wilt Thou place in it such as shall make mischief in it and shed blood, and we celebrate Thy praise and extol Thy holiness? He said: Surely I know what you do not know"

*malay version
" Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada para Malaikat, "Aku hendak menjadikan Khalifah di bumi". Mereka berkata, "Apakah Engkau hendak menjadikan org yang merosak dan menumpahkan darah di sana, sedangkan kami bertasbih memuji-Mu dan menyucikan nama-M?" Dia berfirman, "Sungguh, Aku mengetahui apa yang engkau tidak ketahui""

there, it is already stated, that humans are going to commit sins. our iman goes up and down. that is why we always have to be close to Allah whether we have committed a sin or not. Repent and stop doing the sin. and for those who are around you. those who did not do the wrong doings. u are not to judge a person whether their repentance are accepted by Allah or not. or even they are going to heaven or hell. we are nobody to judge.

i hope, despite of doing or not doing any sins or wrong doings we should repent everyday to Allah.
even Rasulullah SAW repents everyday for 100 times a day.

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda lagi yang bermaksud: "Wahai manusia, bertaubatlah kepada Allah s.w.t. dan minta ampunlah daripadaNya, Sesungguhnya aku sendiri bertaubat kepada Allah s.w.t. setiap hari sebanyak seratus kali" (hadis riwayat Imam Muslim)

and Allah also had said

"Wahai para hambaKu. Sesungguhnya kamu semua melakukan kesalahan pada malam dan siang sedangkan Aku Maha Mengampuni sekalian dosa, maka mintalah ampun daripadaKu, nescaya Aku akan ampuni kamu semua."

and there is a video by Dr Maza which I find it interesting and I want to share it with all of you. one of his quote that I will always remember is

"Iblis minta supaya dipanjangkan hayatnya sampai kiamat, Tuhan perkenankan doa iblis itu, padahal derhaka betul iblis tu. Takkan hambanya yang sembahyang minta Dia tak bagi, tentu Dia bagi"

moga kita semua sentiasa di Rahmati Allah dan di lindungi Nya...
Wallahualam.

p/s: dikesempatan ini, lia nak memohon seribu kemaafan andai lia pernah melakukan apa2 dosa ngan kalian semua. minta ampun dan maaf.
i would like to apologize to everybody who i've made mistakes before. please accept my humble apologizes. may Allah bless us always..

 

Lelaki yg baik utk perempuan yg baik...

Assalamualaikum people...selamat tghari..
apa khabar? dah lunch belom? or perhaps brunch?
arini nk cita pasal Surah An-Nur ayat 26.

bila first i came across this ayat, the first thing that came to mind was "mesti aku tak dpt lelaki ang baik, sebab aku pon xbaik" *sobsobsob..tp the persoalan tak terhenti kat situ aje..i went to see a few knowledgeable people to clarify the meanings of this ayat..bukan ape, let's say dlu kita jahat..tp kalau dah bertaubat macam mane? Allah kan maha pengampun..xkan lah xde chance langsung nak bersuamikan lelaki baik? mcm sedih je gtu kan..i know sometimes it might be difficult for us..mcm contoh, dlu tak pakai tudung, but akhirnya alhamdulillah dah berhijab..i had to force myself to do it..kalau tak smpai ketua pon xpakai lg..

not only that, bnyak benda i had to sacrifice which i hope boleh kira ala-ala berjihad lah jgk..jihad nafsu ni..bukan nye senang...contohnye, i really3 loves dancing...dlu jadi penari kat UiTM Kelantan..tp bila dah start berhijab seriously, I had to korban kan my passion tu sbb perempuan and dancing kan berdosa besar..nak2 joget2 tu bg lelaki bukan mahram tgk..(last2 tanam dalam diri, t aku dah kawen nak jd personal dancer for my hubby..hehehe..kan lagi bagus, dapat pahala).. tak dinafikan memang susahnye nak tinggal kan passion ni..it is never easy.but i had to.the other example is swimming..adoilah mak...bertahun dah ni tak swimming...rindu nye nak main celup2 dalam air chlorine tu..huuu..kalau dlu, whenever my family stay kat hotel, i'll be the one yg kne masuk dlam air gak sbb nak jga my adik2 mandi..tp skrg, tgk dari kerusi malas tu aje..huu..mane tak nye, baju swimming tu melekat bak sarung nangka kat kebun pak ali tu haa..sabor je lah...yes, i know korg pikir ape. "g lah swim kat UIA Gombak" kan3? tau, tp xberkesempatan lg lah nak g..bila dah kat umah..practice jd isteri solehah..ahahahaha... xpelah.insyaAllah one day i'll go there..nak lepas gian..takpon t dah kawen, duk ngn hubby kat Grand Lexis amek bilik yg ade pool dalam bilik tu..fuyooh..kan boleh feeling2 ngn suami..dgn cara yg halal...mandi pon dpt pahala..drpd swim kat public pool or pool hotel tu, lelaki2 bukan mahram tgk..aiseh, dosa2..panas2..

berbalik pada topik kita td. yesterday or the day before yesterday i read something on my friends' blog pasal surah An-Nur ayat 26 ni lah..which gives a simpler explanation and i wish to share it with all my readers...lepas dah minta izin kat tuan tanah tu, maka ini lah link nye ye...klik sini
kalau nak explanation lebih lanjut baca sini

so, moga perkongsian hari ini sedikit sebanyak boleh membuka mata saudara-saudari sekalian (ade ke saudara yg baca belog ak nih??)hahaha..ok semua..happy sunday..
take care..salam

p/s: jap lg nak pergi somewhere fun..an annual event here..insyaAllah kalau xde aral, sampai lah ke destinasi..kalau nak tahu, stay tuned =p

Happy ex? Hah! Im happier!

Assalamualaikum people...
Hahaha..what's with the title?
Yeah.recently i found out my recent ex just got into a relationship with a new girl..meaning he got a new gf...initially we broke up and he was with another girl.and now, he's with a new girl..hah! How fast was that?..2 girls now..surpirse2! Yeah..but what makes me happier now is that Allah had showed me his true colours..thank god..im thankful for not being with him anymore.but it doesnt mean that we hate each other..i dont hate him.its just i hate his attitude..but anyway..i hope he'll have a happy relationship..enuf of the drama ok..
Enuf for now..lalala...happy2 day..