Feelings

I'd rather let myself hurt than others hurt...

That's the one thing that i've been doing ever since...

Tears rolling down my cheeks are something normal...

Especially when i have to make sacrifices for others...

What is love?

For me it means pain and hardship before all the beautiful things to fall in place..

Yes i've been hurt... For a gazillion times..

But i'm still searching.. For the one that can give me what i would call true love..

As for now, i have to wake up and realise, the only true love i could get is from HIM. Allah the Almighty.

Regardless of the countless time that i forgot about Him.. That i've put other things before Him.

He is still there waiting for me..

Reaching out to me..

Oh Allah..thank you for never giving up on me eventhough i've gone astray many times..

Thank you for being there for me when i needed someone to hear me out..

When i needed a shoulder to cry on..

When i needed someone to lend his ears..

When i needed a hand to hold me..

Guide me.. Guide me and don't leave me astray..

I'll always need your love forever..more than anything.. Cause that's what important for me right now..

Oh Allah..please give me strength to overcome this hurdle.. To pass this hurricane and typhoon.. To pass this hardship and pain..

23… its just a number lah!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Alhamdulillah.. I am 23 years and 4 days old now..lol
Thank you so much to all that have been praying for my good health…
Alhamdulillah than I am still alive.. Alhamdulillah ya Allah I still have the chance to repent to you..
and yess.. thank you Allah for all the wonderful live u have given me.. for all those ups and downs.. there are always a reason to the things that happened in my life. I'm feeling so blessed with the family that He has given me, for the friends that has been there for me.. for the challenging life so that I get much stronger and much wiser..


yes, age is just a number coz maturity comes with responsibility.. so I can be very immature on the inside but very mature on the outside. LOL.. basically I can be whatever I choose to be. So alia, PLEASE choose it right!

Thank you to :

1. my parents for the very special birthday present---->ring
2. my MR Secret admirer (not anymore) ----> swarovski element table figurine (i love it so much!!)
3. Kak Lin----> the most beautiful frame and the cutest nici sheep toy =) it is so cute ok!
4. Alice Sim -----> star necklace (coz I'm a star right? LOL)
5. my darling Lee Pei Chin and her mom -----> Mademoiselle Ricci by Nina Ricci body lotion
6. Brothers ---> birthday card!
7. others for more presents to come =P

I love u all with all my heart <3 <3 <3

an eye opener

assalamualaikum w.b.t…

today's entry is short and fruitful.. I've just come across my friend's blog and I found an entry from her blog that is so important and such an eye opener for all of us muslims. insyaAllah…

this is the link to her blog. hope all of us will benefit from it. insyaAllah..---> damalee

ANDAI LELAKI TAHU

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah mencintai lelaki itu.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itu maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak sesuatu yang terjadi.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan cerewet, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu kamu berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima kamu seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan kamu, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan kamu dan masih menganggap kamu anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. terkadang dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, kamu akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk kamu .

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan duit atau hadiah, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat dia rasa dihargai.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak mencintai kamu tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu dgn kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya. Selagi dia denganmu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan berkata kasar, dia bukan bermaksud utk berkasar, tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan sikapnya. Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja. Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar mencintai anda. Perempuan sulit untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.

Andai lelaki tahu..
Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya. Biarpun sebenarnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang dapat menggoncang dunia dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyongkong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

Tiap malam tido ngn senapang patah ngan pistol kontot

Assalamualaikum...haa..harini tiba2 rajin plak nak menaip...

Saje nak share cite lah sikit...since aku blek 28 June aritu, adik tiap malam tido ngn aku..except ada satu mlm tu dy tido bilik mama sbb aku kecik hati ngn dy..hahaa..ada lah kisah nya...

But yg paling xleh bla ni, aku bukan tido ngn adik aku je..tido skli ngan senapang patah and pistol kontot dy...

X caya? Nah tgk ni...

  

Ni lah senapang patah dy...

Ni plak si pistol kontot..

Yg ni lah my youngest brother...kalau aku blek je mesti nk tido sama...

Ok dah..tu je citenye...tatatata...haha

Selamat Berpuasa

As requested by someone

Assalamualaikum wbt...how r u today?
i'm still feverish coz my gum got swollen.booohoooo
anyway, Wahseem, Umeira and baby Adam came to pick up the ayam paprik just now..
Wahseem said that the recipe i put on my blog is in Malay and he can't understand it (despite speaking like Malaysian with the lah lah at the end of his sentences)hahahaha
so, this entry is dedicated to Wahseem and his beautiful Umeira

NASI GORENG USA AYAM

Ingredients for fried rice

• Rice for 2 people
• 1 egg
• 1/4 onion -sliced
• 2 cloves garlic - sliced
• 1/2 tbs chicken stock
• 1 tbs soy sauce
• 2 tbs fish oil
• 1/4 tbs salt
• 1/4 tbs black pepper
• oil
• 50gram dried Chilli (blended) 

Method
1. Stir the rice with a fork to separate the grains.
2. Pour a small amount of oil in a wok and fry the egg to make a thin omelet; cool, then shred.
3. Heat the remaining oil in the wok and fry the onion, garlic, chilies  until the onion are tender .
4. Increase the heat to high and add the rice, salt and soy sauce, fish oil, chicken stock, black pepper adding a little oil if necessary, stirring constantly until well mixed and heated through.
5. Garnish with shredded egg.


 Ingredients for Paprik Ayam

1 onion ~ cut into 8
2 cloves of garlic - sliced
3-5 tbs of blended chilli
250 g chicken breast ~ cut into small sizes
3 small hot chilli
salt
black pepper
3 tbs chilli sauce
3 tbs tomato sauce
3 tbs soya sauce
3 tbs oyster sauce
Cornflour (not necessary only add in if the gravy is not thick enough)
Vegetables ~ carrot, french beans, tomato, etc
3 kaffir leaves


Method :
1. Heat a bit of oil in a pan and stir fry the chicken breast a bit. remove and set aside.
2. Heat a bit of oil in a pan. fry half of the onion and the sliced garlic until tender and fragrant
3. Add in the blended chilli and oyster sauce. Add in a bit of water.
4. Add in the stir-fried meat and cook till done.
5. Mixed all the remaining ingredients make sure the gravy is thick if not may add some cornflour that is mixed with water.
6. Add in the kaffir leaves
7. Serve with plain white rice / fried rice.

so there you go..enjoy cooking =)

p/s: i'm sure u know how to fry an egg right? =P

Perth royal Show

Assalamualaikum peeps..its been a while..been bz with my CIB presentation and been wanting to blurt out everything to all of u..
i have heaps to tell..but so little time..
first, lets start with the Perth Royal Show..

Last Sunday dated 30th October 2012, I went to the Perth Royal Show at Showground together with my other friends (friends of Nadhirah at first) kak yati, suri, ina, hanna, cat, nadhirah and me...it is an annual event in Perth..it is like a fun fair with all the fun rides and games with prizes..i didn't go for the ride thou..it was so EXPENSIVE!!! minimum per ride is $8 and the entrance fee is already $26...

we arrived there at about 3 plus and it was blazing HOT!!!! the heat is like WHOA! luckily i was covered from top to bottom except the face part.but it's alright..the Hell fire is Hotter..anyways, so we paid the entrance fee and we start browsing and looking around..
the first place we went was at the farm.lotsa animals there and surprisingly, the also had 3 pigs on display!!!! at the very moment i saw the 3 pigs i was like "oh no!" *trusmual2and rasanakmuntah..ewwww...
i quickly pass their area and walked away..dugaan betol..

later, both cat and I went to play some games..u know the game where u have to throw rings at the bottle.and when u got the ring at the bottle, u'll win a prizes..unfortunately, we didn't win any..but its alright.its worth a try..next game is the balloon dart..we had a few throws and we won a stuff lizard..hahahaha..

then we walked and walked and walked again for hours until about 7pm we started feeling hungry and i start to have a headache. so we looked for food to eat..luckily there was this halal cafe (bintang cafe) there and so i got myself a nasi goreng..we had our dinner on the grass.picnic style and stayed there to rest while waiting for the spectacular fireworks!!!!
at 8.00 pm exact, they started the fireworks..it went on for about 15 mins! and it cost millions of $..

before leaving the place, i bought 3 showbags...it is definitely worth buying. now, i feel like buying more..hahahaa... 

 with a free stuff toy =)

 together with a headphone

and a lunch bag =)

after leaving the place, we didnt straight away went home..we stopped for a drink..we went to Fast Eddys..we sit and chat and drink..i ordered a 'susu goncang' =)

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Dedication to all the lovely muslimah out there...

Lelaki yg baik utk perempuan yg baik...

Assalamualaikum people...selamat tghari..
apa khabar? dah lunch belom? or perhaps brunch?
arini nk cita pasal Surah An-Nur ayat 26.

bila first i came across this ayat, the first thing that came to mind was "mesti aku tak dpt lelaki ang baik, sebab aku pon xbaik" *sobsobsob..tp the persoalan tak terhenti kat situ aje..i went to see a few knowledgeable people to clarify the meanings of this ayat..bukan ape, let's say dlu kita jahat..tp kalau dah bertaubat macam mane? Allah kan maha pengampun..xkan lah xde chance langsung nak bersuamikan lelaki baik? mcm sedih je gtu kan..i know sometimes it might be difficult for us..mcm contoh, dlu tak pakai tudung, but akhirnya alhamdulillah dah berhijab..i had to force myself to do it..kalau tak smpai ketua pon xpakai lg..

not only that, bnyak benda i had to sacrifice which i hope boleh kira ala-ala berjihad lah jgk..jihad nafsu ni..bukan nye senang...contohnye, i really3 loves dancing...dlu jadi penari kat UiTM Kelantan..tp bila dah start berhijab seriously, I had to korban kan my passion tu sbb perempuan and dancing kan berdosa besar..nak2 joget2 tu bg lelaki bukan mahram tgk..(last2 tanam dalam diri, t aku dah kawen nak jd personal dancer for my hubby..hehehe..kan lagi bagus, dapat pahala).. tak dinafikan memang susahnye nak tinggal kan passion ni..it is never easy.but i had to.the other example is swimming..adoilah mak...bertahun dah ni tak swimming...rindu nye nak main celup2 dalam air chlorine tu..huuu..kalau dlu, whenever my family stay kat hotel, i'll be the one yg kne masuk dlam air gak sbb nak jga my adik2 mandi..tp skrg, tgk dari kerusi malas tu aje..huu..mane tak nye, baju swimming tu melekat bak sarung nangka kat kebun pak ali tu haa..sabor je lah...yes, i know korg pikir ape. "g lah swim kat UIA Gombak" kan3? tau, tp xberkesempatan lg lah nak g..bila dah kat umah..practice jd isteri solehah..ahahahaha... xpelah.insyaAllah one day i'll go there..nak lepas gian..takpon t dah kawen, duk ngn hubby kat Grand Lexis amek bilik yg ade pool dalam bilik tu..fuyooh..kan boleh feeling2 ngn suami..dgn cara yg halal...mandi pon dpt pahala..drpd swim kat public pool or pool hotel tu, lelaki2 bukan mahram tgk..aiseh, dosa2..panas2..

berbalik pada topik kita td. yesterday or the day before yesterday i read something on my friends' blog pasal surah An-Nur ayat 26 ni lah..which gives a simpler explanation and i wish to share it with all my readers...lepas dah minta izin kat tuan tanah tu, maka ini lah link nye ye...klik sini
kalau nak explanation lebih lanjut baca sini

so, moga perkongsian hari ini sedikit sebanyak boleh membuka mata saudara-saudari sekalian (ade ke saudara yg baca belog ak nih??)hahaha..ok semua..happy sunday..
take care..salam

p/s: jap lg nak pergi somewhere fun..an annual event here..insyaAllah kalau xde aral, sampai lah ke destinasi..kalau nak tahu, stay tuned =p

Usrah + Just A Small Business...

Assalamualaikum friends... Alhamdulillah we are still alive up till today..thank you Allah... I just came back from my usrah (bulatan gembira/ circle of happiness)..we had our usrah while having a small picnic near kak dayah's house..it was fun..alhamdulillah, i learnt something new today..we talked about abrahah and how he wanted to take over mecca and trying to destroy our qiblat kaabah..our naqibah (kak asiah), told us, that there were no al-fil (elephants) in the middle east..so abrahah actually brought them all the way from afrika.how was that?!..interesting right? I didnt know bout that fact.for me it is really interesting.. After we finish our usrah, i promoted them some of my pashmina and bawal bidang 60..alhamdulillah the bought 3 each..syukur ya Allah..business is not easy.it really need determination..i will try and determine and istiqamah to sell them..coz i just love doing business.. All right then..need to rest for a bit..later i have a group discussion at 2.30..toodles..

Menuju ke arah badan yg lebih menawan...hahahaha

Assalamualaikum people..
hello hello ape khabar? mek bunga in da house..hahaha..dah macam makcik2 ler pulak..
tah pape je..ok2..

arini kisahnye pasal the determination of nak kurus...sebab ape? sbb badan dah makin memboooolat and memontel..
haish..apelah...tulah..baik duk kat uitm machang kan? at least tanpa disedari badan ku kurus oleh disebabkan struktur uitm kelantan itu yg berbukit bukau and smpai ade 2 tngga batu cave..
dan disebabkan kat curtin ni xde lah tangga yg tinggi macam batu caves tu, makanya i have to find another solution to keep my figure cun melecun (eh2? verangan je..cun ke kau tu??)
biarlah..cun ke tak dimata org i don't care..kenapa? sebab this is all for my satisfaction..
tiada kene mengena utk mengoda mata2 yg melihat..badan cun pon still kne tutup..
jgn pulak nak pakai baju macam sarung nangka...
aurat tetap jaga..body ramping still kne pakai pakaian yg longgar ye adik kakak...
nasihat dari mek bunga ni...hahahaha
suke ati demo lah nak ikut ke dop...ambo nasihat jah..hehehe

back to the point..ntah kenapa tah aku telah melakukan satu keputusan extreme terhadap diriku..
but it is not only for the sake of nak kurus, but also for the sake of backpain..

 

seperti dalam gambo diatas...so i have been trying to sit up straight..bnyak kali dah..i forced myself utk duduk kat hujung kerusi so that i won't slant or melengkungkan my body..tp it end up melengkung jgk..xelok tau tak..last2 sakit belakang..haish....cobaan...

so suddenly teringat kat miss juju yg duk jual PB corset ni..http://www.cikjuju.com/ 

click the link utk melihat info2 pasal PB corset itu ye...

bincang punya bincang, borak punya borak, calculate punya calculate (mentang2 student account kan)

last2 ckp ngn miss nak try beli..

OH NO!!!!! this is a HUGE investment of money tau tak...i really hope it is worth it..biarlah effect padan dgn ape yg dilaburkan..aaamiiinnn...

jd nye itulah kisahku yg tak berape nak best pon..tp saje nak diabadikan kat sini supaya dah tua2 nanti leh baca apekebenda lah aku buat time muda2 remaje ni kan...

oleh itu maka berakhirlah kisah ambo...

next time ambo hupdate lagi deh..harap bersabor..

currently weighing 59 kg....huuuu T.T (meningkat 9 kilo secara mendadak tanpa disedari)

hope to have a good posture soon and no backpains...aamiinn...

p/s: terbaca miss juju nye fb post....does that post refer to me? i dont know..maybe...hahaha..

Pasar Malam At Curtin Uni 21st Sept 2012

Hey guys..assalamualaikum.. Today nak cerita the pasar malam night last friday at curtin uni..fuhh..it was osem!! Xtau dah nak ckp cmne osem nye..i volunteered at Association of Malaysian Student (AMS) punya stall....kitorg jual burger and teh tarik..guess what.hahaha..i became the 'teh tarik lady'..dpt title ni kamal yg bagi.hahaaha..3 tong abes.mana xhappy..at first it was a mess..sbb ada tong air yg ade cord tu mcm heater and boleh masak air serta trus ade paip nak amek air...tp teh nye serbuk plak..so knelah tapis dlu ye tak?..jdnye, mmg dah style mamak abes.main tarik2 ngn penapis..hahaha..pastu i learnt something new..nak make the teh tarik more bubbles.letak garam..tp pandai2 lah agk.jgn smpai masin plak teh tarik nye..hahahaha....azim plak really loves my teh tarik..sekejap2 mintak. Papelah azim..nasib baiklah u org dalam..hahaha..kalau tak ngamuk katie.. Halfway through, abg man plak dtg tlg..mula2 kemas je my station.last2 jd kecah...huu..biasa lah.lelaki kan.tp yg happy nye makin hangat my station sbb abg man..hahaha.dah lah klaka and he was the one yg buat our gerai lagi meriah..thanx abg man.u are osem!

Hahaha..abes je jual2 tu bnyak lah mknn lebih.so dyorg distribute je..best woo...dpt 10 beef patties, 1 bag patty ayam, 10 keping bun and 2 papan telur XL..haish..makin syg kat AMS gini..hehehehe.. Abes je kemas 2 stall kamal tumpangkan balik..skali ngn ammar, katie and kak jaz..

seriously i already have pembuli tegar ok..1. Kamal...2. Ammar..kne beware ngn dyorg ni.kuat buli...apelah ammar org makan senyap2 kat blkg dy g kaco.cit..g laung kuat2 plak tu..

Ammar : sape yg makan kat blkg tu!!!..
yg aku plak jujur + innocent g jawab
Me : alia!
 hahaha..sume org gelak..tulah..lurus bendul sgt..bendul2 pon aku xkasi can kat ammar..bg sebijik balik
Me : at least lah mkn kat blkg dr smbil grill smbil mkn...
Katie : betol!!
hahaha..sorry ammar..kan dah kantoi..

yg kamal plak len cite..kejap2 main loyar buruk.. 
Me: so kita nak wat pe ni?
Kamal : just stay pretty
Me : huh?! Oh ok..initially igt nak tlg angkat.dah u ckp gtu..* g posing kat tiang feeling2 model..hahahaha
 Kamal : hahahaha...

Dah jumpa dah teman sepergaduhan utk meneruskan sisa2 hidup kat sini..boleh lah.feeling2 family tu dah ade ngn AMS..Katie pon baik sgt2.so sume bestlah.. Balik je rumah.naik noti kat fb..abg man lah start dlu " panas! Panas!..hahaha..demam teh tarik tak abes ag..adelah beberapa yg dok post2 pasal teh tarik on my wall..hahaha... Smlm plak de agm masca.xpasal ammar g laung " teh tarik satu!"....saje je nk kenekan aku..hahaha But anyway, mmg i really feel i belong in AMS..love u guys..eventhough im just the member.not the committee.but i feel the love... ~United Wherever We Are!

 

 


 

 

2 Rainbows In My Sky..

Assalamualaikum boys and girls.. Alhamdulillah today is a very happy day for me... I'll just let the pictures speak for me... Happy days ahead..

Kebodohan Terserlah 2.0

Assalamualaikum... Hahah..motif kan title arini..dah lah post mlm2.. Just nak cerita..td my housemate tunjuk her gambar..kat situ ade lah logo dpt wifi.. Then she was like " eh!!! I dpt wifi!!!" *pause skejap* then due2 gelak macam org tak betol... Hahaha..kenapa kitorg gelak? ------------------------------ Sebab, gmbr yg dy tunjuk tu printscreen nye gambar.so time dy printscreen tu de wifi sbb tu lah de gmbr wifi. Full bar plak tu! * tepuk dahi pengsan* Hahaha..dah2..ckup for tonight..esok2 cite plak kebodohan terserlah 3.0..hahaha.. Nights..

Kita hanya merancang..Allah sebaik2 perancang..

Assalamualaikum....

Initially my friends invited me to a bbq at mill point.somewhere near the beach (i really dont know that place). So i decided to follow them. But unfortunately, maybe its not our rezeki to have that bbq, when we were trying to find the exact spot, my friend (dira) called her guy friend (nawi) asking bout the place.but nawi said the food is almost finished.so, we decided to go somewhere else..and we went tooooooooo......Chocolatera San Churro....haha..and we had lotsa idontknowwhatthefoodnameis. I was really hungry coz i only had maggi for lunch..hahaha..but anyway.amin paid for the food..thanx amin...may Allah give u more rezeki after this..aaamiinnn...

I miss her

Assalamualaikum...
Suddenly i miss my late grandma..she used to call me 'aya' which means sunshine in arabic..i dunno.i just found that out..but the reason y she called me that was bcoz my name is alia so shortform to aya..."nenek...aya rindu nak peluk nenek..nak cium nenek..aya rindu nk tido ngn nenek, aya rindu nenek gosok blkg aya..kalau nenek ada mesti best..aya rindu..."

Happy ex? Hah! Im happier!

Assalamualaikum people...
Hahaha..what's with the title?
Yeah.recently i found out my recent ex just got into a relationship with a new girl..meaning he got a new gf...initially we broke up and he was with another girl.and now, he's with a new girl..hah! How fast was that?..2 girls now..surpirse2! Yeah..but what makes me happier now is that Allah had showed me his true colours..thank god..im thankful for not being with him anymore.but it doesnt mean that we hate each other..i dont hate him.its just i hate his attitude..but anyway..i hope he'll have a happy relationship..enuf of the drama ok..
Enuf for now..lalala...happy2 day..

Excited lah pulak!

Assalamualaikum...hahaha...

Td dok sebak2 bagai.ni ter excited plak bila teringat yg sabtu ni kak dayah ajak dating ngn abbas..hehehe.nak g araluen! Yey! Sanggup tunda group discussion kerana bunga2 tulip ditaman itu...Mek bunga nak g tngk bunga ni oiiii...hahahaha..tu lah..akibat dipanggil mek bunga time dip dlu..hanya mereka dan keluarga mereke je yg tau yee..so, harap2 jd g lah..aritu dah bnyak kali dah org offer by hur and dira..tp xdpt join disebabkan assignment yg bertimbun2 bak gunung everest ditimpa gunung kinabalu..haha..over gtu..haha..oh well..so..i really hope i can go this saturday..picnic2..feeling2 mek bunga lah..so, tggu for entri bunga2 this saturday! Good night peeps..

P/s: this is the conversation i had with kak dayah..

Dinosaur!

Hahaha...assalamualaikum...

Hello people...how r u guys doing today? I hope everybody enjoy their day..as for me.yep..i enjoyed my day..just now, i went cycling with my housemate murni nadhirah..we went al around canning college at out at the streets without wearing a helmet..hahahaha....berani betol..kene cekop baru tau..sini xleh nak tnjuk hero lah..kat msia tu xpe lagi sebab bapak polis (oi2...eventhough anak polis record bersih ok...bukan tunjuk hero pon..bwk keta pon macam org lurus bendul..almaklumlah, always follow the rules..nama pon anak polis, moulded like that dah)...

Then, after cycling for 20 mins we came home..and i was thinking that i have a few vege that i need to cook before it became rotten..so last2 decide to cook pasta bolognaise..ntahlah..duno how to spell..tp cute sebab bentuk dinosaur..hahaha..childish..grow up lah alia..muka dah macam mak org..perangai cam budak2...hahaha...neway..masak sikit punya bnyak..stock sebulan lah kot..terpaksa masak bcoz of the vege..tp alhamdulillah..dlm kesempitan wang ni ada jgk rezeki dlm peti sejuk tu..hai lah biasiswa..bila nak masuk duit ni...aku dah kering dah ni...huuu...xpe2..sabar ye alia..tulah...sape suruh jd pioneer scholar..xpe..Allah nak uji ni sebenarnya..supaya ikat perut sket..bersyukur ngn apa yg ade..ye dak?

Klah..bnyak dah membebel ni..nak tido awal tonight..coz im tired and lazy..hahaha...

Meet my boyfie

Assalamualaikum...

Hahaha...yes i know im already 21..but im young at heart..can be so childish at times though people class me as a strict person..still sleep with teddy bears..but, who cares! As long as im happy with my boy..toby..hahaha

P/s:hanya mereka yg tertentu je tahu aku ada zoo kat uitm machang...haha