have i failed?

salam
today is my 6th day of feeling sad..
but after hours of thinking..it is not anymore..
the truth is, i have not failed...
because i've tried..tried hard enough..
i know Allah is planning something better for me..
perhaps the BEST..
i more thing is that,
this might be a wake up call for me to stop all the nonsense i've been doing and to repent.

"Dear Allah, do accept my humble repent..forgive me for all my sins and wrongdoings..guide me to your path so i can be a good khalifah"
AMEEN...